Saturday, August 21, 2010

Far from over.......


‎"I'm going to live my life to the fullest the way I want to, I'm gonna dance like nobody's watching, cry like I'm winning an Oscar, stare at myself & say
"Such a beautiful monster"
Love like I'll never get hurt,
eat like food's going out of style then ask for desert,
step out fly, with my head held high like a soldier,
sit back & laugh about how I lived my life when I'm older & on my last day I'll say
"let's do it all over."*

(Tiana For thought)

Thursday, August 12, 2010

"Caught up?.., Caught out?...,or both?"


MY HEAD TWISTED UP CAUSE I KNOW IT'S NOT RIGHT ...YOU KNOW I GOTTA MAN, BUT THAT THOUGHT DISAPPEARS WHEN YOU HOLD MY BODY TIGHT...I'M FALLING FOR YOU HARD & FOR YOU I GOT IT BAD.
YOU CONTINUE WHISPERING IN MY EAR "YOUR SOMETHING FOR A LONG TIME I HAVEN'T HAD". I KNOW ITS A CRIME, I CANT HELP IT I STILL WANT YOU AT THE SAME TIME...YOU TELL ME SWEET THINGS THAT I'VE OFTEN HEARD BEFORE BUT WHEN THE WORDS COME FROM YOU THE MORE I ADORE..
... THIS IS SOMETHING I MAY JUST REGRET.
TELL YOU WHAT? WHY DON'T WE PUT THIS "FLING" TO THE TEST, IF YOU GET IN MY HEAD, I'LL GIVE YOU THE ABSOLUTE BEST...OF "ME" I'M FOR REAL, SINCERELY AS I SAY, GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT AND I'LL COME BACK EVERYDAY SO DO AS YOU SAY,SHOW ME WHAT IT IS. DON'T HOLD BACK DO AS YOU WISH IF YOU DO IT RIGHT, AT THE END OF THE NIGHT YOU MIGHT GET A KISS.
AIM TO PLEASE; I'LL RECEIVE, YOU GIVE, I WANNA BE FAITHFUL BUT YOU FROM ME I CANT FORBID.
HEAR MY SOUL? I'M SPEAKING THROUGH THE WIRE,FORGET THE CONSEQUENCES ;RIGHT NOW YOU'RE WHO I DESIRE. MY BODY'S ON FIRE CAN YOU PUT IT OUT?
FOR NOW I'LL GIVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT.
LISTEN TO MY EYES IN SILENCE THEY "SPEAK" I WANT YOU. YOUR EYES SAY SAME AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT I'LL BE CALLING YOUR NAME.
I LOVE THE ONE AT HOME, BUT I CAN'T SHAKE YOU OFF I JUST CAN'T LEAVE YOU ALONE.
YOU GOT ALOT OF GAME, BUT LET ME WARN YOU I'M A HARD FEMALE TO TAME...
HOWEVER FOR NOW LETS SEE WHATS IN IT FOR EACH OTHER TO GAIN.
BEFORE THIS IS OVER WHICH ONE OF US WILL SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH?
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IS IT SAFE TO SAY, I'M OFFICIALLY CAUGHT UP <3 ?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Love of a stranger *


So there's this man that's so good to me and I can't understand why?

He shows me affection like noonelse, he keeps me smiling, he said crying was bad for my health, he tells me he loves me with no hesitation, he says I'm beauty's new creation, He text me every second asking how's my day, he calls me constantly having something nice to say. I'm the first person to hear goodmorning and the last person to hear goodnight* I'm comfortable around him & everything between us feels so right. I love the way he holds me but not too tight, just enough for me to feel secure,looks me in my eyes when he talks to me that way I see, of what he's saying he's sure. always honest,& true to every promise. Why is this strange for me to understand? Because he does all this and he isn't my man.